Lost
July 28, 2003, 11:28 p.m.

I don't know what to do.

He keeps jerking me around, and I go from feeling like I can deal to feeling like I'm going to throw up.

I understand that he's hurting, that he's scared, that he's upset - but so am I.

I don't want it to end like this. I don't want it to end because of this.

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