|
|
And Now the Time Has Come
March 06, 2005, 8:32 p.m. Dear Diaryland, How many times have I left you? Too many to count! We first met in late 2001, and I fell in love immediately. You were confusing at first, but patient with me, and we got to know each other so well. You were such a big part of my life back then – you knew me inside and out, you helped me through such difficult times. I met so many wonderful people through you, I learnt so many things. You were so good to me. Sure, there was that huge bust up in 2002, but how could I stay away? Eventually I found my way back to you. And you were always there, waiting for me. I feel awful about this, because you’ve always been there for me. You’ve stuck by me, despite my leaving so many times. I’m not fickle, I’ve just moved on. I’m sorry. I’ve met someone new. LiveJournal is just what I’m looking for these days – I can be silly and crazy with it, and say the most random shit. But I know that when I tell it my secrets, they’ll never go further than that. I know you two will probably never be friends, but please, don’t hesitate to drop by occasionally. I want us to stay friends. I’ll still come by – we’ll still see each other – we’ve so many mutual friends. It’s just now, I can’t be with you anymore. You’re not what I’m looking for. I know every other time I left you I came back, but this time it’s different. I’m sorry, but I can’t pretend anymore. Much love,
|